#AND ME TOO I AM GOING TO GO NUTS
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I keep seeing this thing where guys swear up and down that they want a good Christian girl, but then balk if that means she wants to be anything more than a wife and mother. Like, my guy, you do realize that there's a lot more to Christian women than being married or having babies? Yeah? What about a woman who works among the homeless, or runs a bible study, or volunteers to teach refugees a new language, or who takes part in the prison ministry, or who spends a lot of her spare time in another city street preaching? I see a lot of guys who claim they want "a girl who loves Jesus" but don't want anything to do with a woman who does more than just go to church and lives a life of active ministry outside of her home.
#i overheard the song 'can't have mine' playing and it's making me have some THOUGHTS#XD#ever since deciding to make missions my life work the amount of people going “don't you know you won't be able to get married”#has been baffling#it is so firmly ingrained in the conservative american mind that the ONLY place for a woman is at home with babies#that it is inconceivable for a christian woman to do anything else#secular guys have always thought i was a little crazy because of my faith#but since i had my “”“second work of grace”“”“”“ moment last year and have been getting more active in ministry types of work#even christian guys think i'm nuts#which is disheartening because i would love to get married and have kids#but there's a lot more to the christian life than that#even as a woman#and apparently that's too much for most “christian” men#and maybe some of this is bitterness#but mostly i'm just tired#the box for christian women is so small sometimes in my area of the world#and it often feels like they think i'm not a real person#which i expect from non-believers#but not from other christians#I keep being told “in japan you will be an outlier” but it makes me laugh because i'm already that here#i'm a single christian woman whose goal isn't simply to get married and have kids#which means i am nothing and nobody in the eyes of the evangelical church
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Kacchan hasn't even been gone two full days and Izuku has already managed to Commit a Crime.
If Kacchan has to interrupt his vacation to bail Izuku out of jail, then Kacchan will end up in jail. For murder.
Izuku does not want to be murdered. Or to interrupt Kacchan's vacation! Kacchan has earned this vacation! Izuku will not, cannot, be the one to interrupt it.
Which means that he absolutely, must not, on any account, get caught.
Covering up your crime is also a crime! So Izuku is going to have to commit at least two crimes to hide the fact that he has already done a crime, and maybe Kacchan had a point about how Izuku absolutely must not be left to his own devices, but making Kaminari babysit Izuku like some kind of crime-baby was just plain mean. To Kaminari.
Izuku can run circles around that guy.
Kacchan should have made Mina do it. Oh well! Kaminari's not awake yet, so all Izuku has to do is-
"OPEN UP! THIS IS THE POLICE!" The bellow was accompanied by a pounding fit to wake the dead. Or Kaminari.
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Kacchan is going to kill him.
#bnha#izuku midoriya#mha#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#midoriya izuku#denki kaminari#kaminari denki#kacchan#dangerous (like dynamight)#in which izuku remains quirkless and sadly gives up his dream of becoming a hero in favour of something more 'realistic'#and katsuki views keeping an eye on deku to be something of a civic duty#he barges into izuku's going i hate you shut up don't talk to me and izuku is like you are in MY house???#and then katsuki hands over the full file for some case that the investigation team is taking too long to resolve and izuku is off!#katsuki should not be taking that file home with him let alone handing it over to 'random' unauthorised civilians#izuku gets back to him practically the next day like i solved it! and katsuki is like finally i can PUNCH someone#and get this over with#katsuki's friends think he's nuts for going on about midoriya like that je seems like a really nice guy#on a good day katsuki will admit that deku is that#but you guys haven't seen The Notebooks#deku's nuts. he's a crazy stalker. i am too proud to hire him for the investigation team even though i really really want to#he's really good at that crap. and a menace to society. keep an eye on him while i'm gone or i WILL hear about it
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#monogatari series#monogatari#monogatari oms#nademonogatari#nadeko draw#yotsugi ononoki#ononoki yotsugi#nadekodraw:tv#monogatariseries:gif#nadekkogif#ok i MUST go nuts about this somewhere so (cracks knuckles) tumblr tags let's go#first gif yotsugi is doing an attitude pirouette en dedans#second gif yotsugi is doing a demi rond de jambe á terre from fifth position#technically she’s dancing on pointe w/ her boot acting as a pointe shoe which is clever!!! her boots must have crazy foot articulation LOL#for context these are ballet moves which I LOVE!!! i am being catered to shaft looked at ME & said NADEKO DRAW HAS BALLET MOVES 4 U!!!#SO the real neat thing about this imo is the way that it is animated. probably done this way by the limitations of the animators timewise#for context in ballet a key thing when you dance is that your body should be constantly moving outwards from yourself e.g.#your arms reach as far as they can and your legs reach as far as they can etc. your back too! up and out like you are being pulled!!!#the point of this is bc dance is alive & humans who dance are alive! even when you hold a position you are thinking about moving outward#doing this breathes SO MUCH life into the dance! it is literally so important visually it makes a HUGE impact#but yotsugi doesn't do this! she doesn't breathe life into the dance bc she's not extending her body outward she simply holds a position#yotsugi is obviously very skilled to do what she's doing here like a pirouette is hard af you need crazy strength to go on pointe too#so imo she performs the moves in the correct way! she is turned out! she knows what she is doing! this is not due to lack of training!#my personal theory is that she moves this way because she is a reanimated corpse!!! she literally CANNOT dance like somebody who is alive!!#corpse baby is dancing her best and imo she's very good!!! 🥺#as a ballet enthusiast i just think it's a really neat lil touch and works well (despite the fact that it is probably accidental LOL)#anyway hi i'm noisy please enjoy my ballet ramblings lmfao! i will regif this when the BD comes out bc i want it to be extra pretty!!!#regarding the gifs. both first and second are loops!!! please enjoy ballet dancer yotsugi 🩰
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On a completely unrelated note.... No one has pointed this out in any Playthrough of Garten of Banban 4, Either at risk of getting demonetized or Gamers can't recognize it. And it's so damn obvious to me... so I guess I will have to in risks of this post getting flagged.
THAT'S A VAGINA.
#Garten of Banban#It's driving me crazy#No one is pointing it out#am I nuts#ITS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT#People are so easy to point out when something is Phalic but if it looks like a woman reproductive organ then you go too far#Maybe gamers don't know what a uterus looks like
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mostly bear but deaddog’s there too
#hi sug#i clean my room when i woke up and instantly fell back asleep#why#my art#oc art#sona art#doodlings#digital art#traditional art#mostly#hahahahhahahaha hiii#can i coffee#no also i didn’t find a good bear documentary to draw bears too thanks for asking#i think i spelled go wrong but unfortunately because mobile tumblr sucks massive nuts i can’t edit that without rewriting the entire thing#was gonna say something about simply not having the time for that however i am#continuing to write multiple long winded tags thats probably taking me longer than just#shut up?
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Am I banned from the kääryleet if I say that I do not plan on getting an OF now 😅
#not that i have anything against of or you getting one - go nuts#*if you are getting one#i just dont think it is for me#like i am really not that interested#and i aleeady told myself to *try* not buy more things to myself before christmas#i will miss out on a lot ik but hopefully i will be alright#sorry to let you down :'3#i guess i am too ace (a joke btw)#micahs thoughts#khäärijä of#käärijä#häärijä#jere pöyhönen#käärijä crew
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sequel to this because it won't let me add videos on reblogs but what the fuck. like what the fuck are we seeing the same fucking clip. why the fuck is he allowed to do that.
#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yoshitaka mine#snap chats#I HAVE. LITERALLY NEVER SEEN HIM DO THIS ?? MY JAW ACTUALLY JUST DROPPED#I STOLE THIS FROM TWITTER HI BUT ??? OH MY GOD ????#I DIDNT KNOW HE DOES THIS WHAT THE CHRIST#IN ALL MY RUNS mybe its cause ive never thought to grab bosses since it never works#BUT STILL ????? HE HAS AN ANTI-GRAB???????#IN THIS FRUITIEST WAY TOO MINE WHAT HE FUCK YOUR GAY POWERS ARE SHOWING#im so obsessed with him ohhhhhh my god oh my god i need him#this is my brief case moment yk what i mean#like every mine fans like 'oh yeah the briefcase scene made me want him'#yeah this is mine. what a beautiful judo throw oh my god im gonna nut#im obsessed with this like actually.... oh my god....#yoshitaka mine what the fuck#ANYWAY THIS JUST CONFIRMS THAT MINE IS THE STRONGEST RGG CHARACTER IDC#IDC SHUT UP I AM NOT LISTENING WHAT IS THIS THIS IS SO FUNNY BUT ALSO ???????#the way he calmly climbs kiryu like a fucking tree aND SNAPS HIS ARM..... oh my gOd.......#i need to stop watching this im becoming obsessed. like narcissus looking into the pond im going to die before i stop looking at this
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reminder that this blog does not support noah schnapp in any way shape or form !!!!! he's said enough and he's a massive fucking asshole. end of story
#same w brett gelman that dude can go fuck himself#can't even look at his social media dude he's nuts. what on earth#like i am well aware that i am under informed on the situation in i/p but i know enough that like. it takes GALL to do the shit noah#-is doing#ive filtered the tags now because scrolling through too much of this triggers me and i don't want to start not eating again but . thought i#-should just put this out there because ik this is a st blog#st.txt
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here’s another thought i have on the finale which isn’t very high stakes but has been driving me Fucking Nuts:
re: the fight between jamie and roy about keeley. i thought it was stupid and lazy writing that did a disservice to everything else that dynamic was and encompassed. there was so much more there and THAT was how we closed it out eh? like kudos to her for going ‘uh, no’ and kicking them out, that was a good call, but the whole thing sucked so bad generally and wasted time we could’ve spent doing literally anything other than the most cliche, juvenile, classic ‘women are a prize for men to fight over’ thing. however what’s annoying me even more is the way people who DID like it are responding to people who didn’t.
i keep seeing people be like “ACTUALLY them fighting over her was fine and normal youre all just babies who can’t handle that sometimes people REGRESS and sometimes people are MEAN and UNFAIR and UNKIND” and it’s like nah man it’s because they avoided doing this shit entirely for three fucking years and then were like do you want the cliche love triangle bullshit you dodged the whole time heaped on you at the last second when it makes the least sense? sure, here you go!
is it regression if it’s something they never did in the first place? i think not! and characters can be mean and unfair and cruel and whatever and it’s not the end of the world, i actually think it’s very interesting, and THAT’S not the part i find out of character, it’s that they literally never did this before and now after EVERYTHING else, after how clear it was how gravely fucking serious jamie was about the video leak, this is the kind of shit they’re throwing at each other about this? after repeatedly subverting expectations of classic love triangle nonsense? it’s tired and it’s lazy and it’s the cheapest option and nobody is gonna be able to change my mind by telling me i just don’t understand that People Can Be Unfair Sometimes.
#gav gab#this isn’t even getting into some of the other stuff that’s driving me nuts but like#maybe this is just me#maybe everybody else is having the exact problems these posts are describing#but PERSONALLY it’s not that. it’s that this was unnecessary and out of nowhere and a cheap shot#after they did some very good work the rest of the show im NOT doing the same tired old shit#they managed to have tension and whatever around that history without it becoming cliche love triangle macho dude bullshit#and HERE WE ARE#why stick the landing when we could undo all of that at the last second?#ted lasso spoilers#i am going to become the joker#im too aromantic for this lmao my poor romance repulsed ass is not having a great week#‘it wasn’t even a REAL SERIOUS FIGHT’ i understand this is a dramedy and operates on comedy universe laws#and sometimes things are scaled appropriately but there was ripped clothing and blood lmfao#and they told her to Decide Who Gets Her#in no universe is any of that gonna fly with me no matter how it was resolved#after we managed to go 33 previous episodes WITHOUT DOING THIS SHIT
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I've decided to use Google Sheets to make this:
(I'm only using Google Sheets so I have access to it on my phone and pc)
I'm still working on what I wanna do and what day is best for it (can you tell there are Themed Days Yet?)
But yeah. I'm essentially trying to make a lesson plan to "home school" myself, learn and gain new hobbies. Get in a better space mentally and all.
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do u guys like her...
#twist rambles#having to write the id for this like. heres all the diseases.#sorry im like... ive been researching on and off all day and i truly do think i could fix her. pray fo rme that buyee shipping wouldnt be#too bad bc i want her soooo bad#bjd posting#and shes DIRT CHEAP. 1000 yen. like thats NUTS. they keep having to put the auction back up bc NO ONE will bid on this thang.#anyways. i am pretty confident now after all the research that... i could remove the face paint and resculpt her nose and then. paint it#again lmao. thankfully cordula (my resinsoul li/my VERY pink doll) has also had to have been full head painted so like... it shouldnt be to#bad? and w already having a body that SHOULD perfectly fit (given i can figure out the neck connector lol) i can just... paint her head to#match the body if i do go thru w it. i dont normally get like... this focused on what i assumed was an impulse purchase (havent bought her#yet) but i just... i keep thinking abt her like. i genuinely curse the autism object empathy bc every day ive been like checking the sales#page to see if it will truly be MY burden to bear.#anyways. i am making this post to get thoughts on her. do you guys see the cuteness hiding under the scaries.#if i DID get her it would be a massive liveblog adventure as i clean her up so. know that if you are invested in me deyuckifying beasts lol
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pretty sure i just got a spider bite while trying to fall asleep 🧍
#i thought it was just a stray hair on my elbow under the blanket and kept trying to shake it off#and then i finally went to brush it off w my hand and felt a bump there#and then it was unbearably itchy so i turned the lamp on to apply some anti-itch stuff bc it was driving me nuts#and i was trying to see where it was on my elbow bc wtf when did i get bit#and then i looked at it and it was very pale like a fresh bite and then there was some skin torn like a spider bite#i cant tell if theres two little holes or not and honestly idk if spiders always leave two fang marks fjdkdl#but it doesnt look like a mosquito bite unless i tore the skin myself from scratching at it#but the way it is looking... very similar to past spider bites#anyways i just removed everything from my bed and methodically searched Everything. looked all around the bed too. cannot find a spider#so. shrug. <- actually very afraid#but the thing that makes me Really think it's a spider is that the bump was super pale and now after a little while it is regular skintone#so that makes me think it was a brand new fresh bite the way it was a different colour and now its normal looking#which is uhhh scary! to have had a spider possibly in my bed!#and I can't find it so i simply do not Know and that is going to make it so hard to sleep tonight fjfkdl#man i barely ate today too so im just... really not doing well at this very moment fjfkdl#i cant eat anything rn though bc i already brushed my teeth and i dont want to do that again tonight fjfkdl#but i am. so hungry. augh. idk what I'd even eat anyways im too anxious to stomach anything#WHERE IS THIS SPIDER. WHY DID IT CHOOSE MY BED TO BE IN 😭#im in bed so often ... it should avoid places where ppl are ....#i feel like such shit rn fjdkdl i just rly wish i didnt have to deal w all these bugs#in the past month I've had a couple spiders and Several(!) weevils and a centipede and a clicker beetle and a couple earwigs#im just so tired of bugs i rly am fjfkdl idk why they choose to come inside and idk HOW they're getting inside#i hate living in a basement!!#i just want to sleep so i dont have to deal w being awake for a while fjdkls but now im all freaked out#i want to curl into a little ball and blink out of existence I'll be so honest rn. im just. idk.#✨ I don't think I have a place in society ✨ i am not a good enough person to exist in the world ✨#i dont want to go to sleep bc what if the spider comes back fjfkdl i wish i would've found it so i could've trapped it#and then let it outside tomorrow! i wouldnt have even killed it. the universe should've given me that one bc im so niceys#unfortunately the universe doesnt play nice w me fjfksl#spider tw
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husband... he's so cute...
#ash rambles 💚#i love him!!!!#well. i mean. we're literally married#BUT STILL!!!#it'll be two years soon! isnt that nuts? two whole years of ash kissing k.yohei!!!#i get really insecure about my ships sometimes especially with both him and a.qua#i cant help but feel inferior to other ppl that like a.qua and k.yohei is just the best guy ever you know?#but thinking about his arms always helps me feel better! he's really warm and cozy! he's like my own personal teddy bear!#since we're married and all he usually gets the most cuddly and affectionate and cutesy ash aksjajsj just wanna hold his cute little#face and kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss!!!!#oh and hehe! his wedding ring deserves a kiss too!#still another month to go but man. i am so so so excited for our 2nd anniversary#oh and also#sorry i haven't really been around too much as of late#finals are next week... wish me luck buddies#but ahem back to husband#look at his smile!!!! cuteeeee!!!#just wanna lift his head and kiss his forehead too!#kissing in the van 💍
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Just finished reading pez dispenser debris.
Firstly: crying, screaming, throwing up, ball’s to the wall insane. I am taking this fic between my teeth and shaking it furiously like a dog with its favorite toy. I am running circles in my enclosure just to bleed off some of the emotions this experience has given me.
Secondly: this fic is heart wrenching. All of the things I would’ve wished had been addressed in canon content of BNHA. How does Horikoshi throw away one of the biggest points that enraptures the audience into caring about Izuku? How does the narrative seemingly forget the entire reason he was so fervent in chasing his dream as a hero? I think this is one of the biggest gripes I have about the series, and it’s the one that’s only ever been remedied by amazing fic writers like you.
How do you face the part of yourself you’ve seemingly buried and forgotten? How do you come to terms with the fact that horrible things happened to you by no fault of your own? What’s the fallout of realizing that the people who should’ve cared and protected you might’ve also been hurting you all along?
Where do you even begin in this entire mess?
A part of me, despite the fantastical elements of the medium itself, feels so incredibly seen by this. It’s incredibly difficult, making amends with the part of yourself that was so deeply hurt in the past. It’s a part of life, i think, to learn to walk beside that part of you, to lay it to rest and acknowledge that it will always be there. Izuku, of course, has done none of this, and in this lies the crutch of the matter that’s the center of this fic. I’m happy I stumbled across this fic, even though I haven’t consumed BNHA content in years.
That being said, do you allow any works inspired by your own? I need to put down some of the emotional toll this fic has done to me on paper. Apologies for the ramble, i am just really passionate about this fic. Hope to see more of your work in the future!
I’m so so happy you like it! I wanted pez dispenser debris to be this horrible reconciliation with the part of you that was still hurt and mad about it, and I’m so glad that resonated.
And absolutely, go for it! I’m thrilled it made enough of an impact to make you want to make something too. I do usually ask that you stick in a note or link or something giving credit to the original fic, and if you’re comfortable with it, send me a link to anything you publish and I’d love to boost it here!
#pez dispenser debris#I’m sooo happy you like it#and if you do make and post any fics inspired by it please show me them I’d love to see them and reblog a link#so other people that follow me can see them too#I do generally ask that you stick a little nod into the original fic#in part because I do tend to reuse concepts or backstories or details across my fics especially if I write anything else in the fandom#(I do this egregiously with my daredevil fanfics)#and it saves me trouble from people thinking I lifted my own plots from other fics inspired by one of my earlier works#I’ve been doing fanfic on and off for a decade and it’s happened once or twice where someone’s messaged about lifting my own stuff#and I was always like ‘what.’#it saves me trouble in the long run#there’s less confusion#but I am always thrilled when people like my stuff enough to want to create themselves#please go nuts and have fun and hopefully one day I get to read it too
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you don't like the inability to go back through the reblog chain because it makes it harder to 'prev tags'; I don't like the inability to go back through the reblog chain because it makes it harder to reblog a version of the post without an annoying comment, especially when some of the blogs involved are deactivated; we are not the same
#not rebloggable cuz I am just whining. I do not actually care about your stance on prev tags.#I have used them on occasion. I find them useful for responding to applauding someone's tags when it's too small for a full convo.#and I am uninterested in my activity becoming a battleground against staff.#but also it does drive me nuts when I'm like 'man this whole chain is great except for the last comment#which is not emotionally wrong but is factually inaccurate on one minute point that I am nonetheless going to split hairs about'#anyway this one was giving terfs too much credit for having come up with radfem theory and like.#terfs/exclusionists as their contemporary movement are new (and more importantly louder and more effective).#but this is a new iteration of radfems who have been kicking since the 60s at least.#audre lorde and bell hooks were not writing against radfems in particular long before you were born#for you to claim that feminism always unilaterally agreed on the fact that men are also negatively affected by the patriarchy.#like it's FINE if you don't know that but. it is a minute point that is nonetheless important to me not to repeat. ANYWAY.#not me going through a whole bunch of wikipedia pages cuz I second guessed myself about facts.#and I couldn't just be WRONG if I was mad about people being minutely wrong now could I.
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#every time a character does the whole “talk softly and reassure the dangerous person” thing while also walking ominously towards them ughh#it drives me absolutely nuts. like. you're trying to talk them down from paranoia while you're threateningly walking towards them?#someone does that to me and I'm shooting them at least in the leg or stabbing with whatever makeshift spear I've manufactured#anyway. criminal minds is getting real annoying with the whole pathologizing of people.#like. guy shows signs of being very good at torturing people and they go “ah yes.. a pure sadist” or whatever the fuck#I get that it's shitty crime drama stuff but still. ugh.#I just. I fucking hate when people take the obviously wrong route when talking to mentally destabilized people.#like. people are shit at talking to suicidal people. are shit at talking down irrational fears. people are shit at talking down paranoia.#I hate how people don't fucking know how to interact with freaks I hate how people don't know how to interact with me#everyone acts on their own level without understanding what it's like in any way#and so everyone just projects their own reality onto you without performing any sort of empathy or exercising any sort of understanding#and I want to scream so fucking loud#you're all living in a cotton candy world and your words disintegrate in my humidity#and it's so fucking lonely#and my mind has been clear this past week. the autistic need for pressure satisfied by this prescription pushing on my brain#and I can feel the cogs turning. the wheels and pins and linked gear trains and drive shafts and traction band motors.#all the parts of my brain churning around and I can't get close because the heat from my motor makes my hood hot to the touch.#I burn your hand as you try and press your palm against my flanks.#only think saddle and tack make contact. strict guidelines and harsh rules to govern me.#when I am free I buck and I shift gait and I drag you under too-low branches#also. compared to Hannibal I can basically listen to criminal minds as a podcast. none of the visuals really contribute anything to the show#like. feels very shallow
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